I’m scared, but it’s okay
an invitation to intimacy
I'm ready for true embodied leadership to include sharing our fears, so I here I am - sharing that I am scared shitless - embodying, and expressing it, for our highest good.
The full moon in Cancer yesterday whipped my butt.. I bawled my eyes out uncontrollably, and really felt just how scared I am right now.
By the end of the month, I will be homeless not for the first time in my life and not for want of trying to stay put in one place... its just not in my nature...
Sagittarius rising and moon, sometimes freedom is terrifying.
I am okay, I am scared, but I am held by my friends, my community and the big U has my back, even if I can't see the greater plan right now, I have faith.
Everyone keeps telling me that they have faith in me and that they're excited to see what I create next... but I'm gonna be honest, its not landing well.
I don't know what comes next.
I don't have the answers.
I do know though that this time, its not about ME, but about WE.
I do know that you dear reader and I are made of magic, and that when we come together in our truth, and share what is real and true that intimacy makes something really fucking powerful indeed!
and at the end of the day, thats why I do the work that I do. I want to change the culture of the world, to one of enrichment and consideration...and I know that you do too.
and that desire can feel heavy, and lonely sometimes, BUT when we lean into each other it gets to be fun!
Its also why I host the community call.
The first one of 2026 is on Tuesday 6th Jan.
Register now 👇🏼👇🏼👇🏼
If you are already a member of The Maven Haven, on Sovereign Magazine - log in and register for the event.
I'll be answering your questions about your charts, or soul contracts and taking you on a guided journey.
I’m looking forward to connecting with you all.
Stay wild, stay true.. be more you
Ebonie xoxo